Low (key) day

We spoke for 4 hours today, A and I. At one point, it felt as if I was at one of the low points in a series of low points in our relationship. But we are more mature now, and the low point is more easily forgotten. All this talk and no actual physical contact left me exhausted and drained. So nothing else major was done at all during the day, the weekend shopping and chores remained in the list of to-dos.
Watched Rachel getting married, and all the emotional drama churned out the emotions once again from within. Didn't cry bucket loads or anything, but was quietened by the movie and sat thinking about it for a while.
Also, ate a lot. A lot by my standards anyway. I've been eating loads lately, loads of a mix of healthy and unhealthy stuff. It's a kind of support, comfort food like chocolates and cheese and olives. Now the key is to start burning it as well before it starts showing irreparably. Thankfully, no midnight snacks for the past 2-3 days.