So it was an extended weekend... that wasn't enough to make me raring to work again. Laziness is also a virtue, i heard this somewhere, and now i tend to believe in it. Things are bugging me again...lets see, a list of deliverables, an aching throat, slight fever, a shaved groin, a dirty house, peak traffic bike ride, two phonecalls in three days. I don't know which of these is the worst, but they all are hell bent on bringing me down.
The weekend was good. Its so strange when you take a road trip to a place ideal for lovers, with a person who loves you, but whom you treat as a substitute, a void-filler... for the longing for love that does not, and worse.. cannot, cease to end. But thank goodness for a friend well found in time, the future is always for discovering.
Just too many things go on in my head concurrently, and is oh-so-hard to focus on the work at hand. I haven't been doing justice to my work but, inexplicably, things like these do not seem to matter any longer. Any dreams of making a huge success of my career based on my own mettle have long been laid to rest. However, there is no ruling out the amount of luck that mediocrity always seems to ride in this world, and provides me with ever so much hope.
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