Waiting to see what's next

TICK TOCK TICK TOCK TICK TOCK.

Tense times again. I hate these situations when things go out of your control, and you have to wait for other people's decisions and hope that circumstances shape up as you want them too.

If I end up in NYC, it will be tough trying to live in a new city all over again, but having discussed how we are going to manage, it still might be a safer option.
If I end up back in Delhi, all will be doom and gloom. I can't survive the Gurgaon-Noida drill at all now.
If I end up jobless here, it's hard to predict how much time will it take me to be employed again, and knowing me I'll worry myself to death.

Praying none of the above happens, and I end up another long, happy assignment here. If only life came on a platter...